hello!!

are you ok?? great...

I'm tired...it's eleven o' clock in the morning but i'm already tired...I've been studying all morning long! I just hope my next exam will be easy!!

well, I've filmed a video for you. I have two videos actually to send to you...but i'm not sure if i'm going to do that!! i need to think about it, for a few hours...lol

well, basically, the videos say all those thinks I used to say on my other blog and even in this one, but you can hear me saying that, and you can «feel» or «see» me, my expressions, my way of telling things, and then you can take your conclusions!
as I realised yesterday (with luisa's help) you know exactly what you want, what you feel, what you're going to do!! i'm just sorry, I can't be like you...

I also realised I've tried to change you many times, and I couldn't!! and I still can't. after all, this is not the best idea...so, i'll stop doing that!!
you're just full of silly notions about me and about us...and I would like you to realise what I really want...which is to be HAPPY...with you...as we used to be.

I've been thinking about this and I also realise our discussions aren't going to take us anywhere!!
so, i'm going to try to talk to you, put our discussions aside, ignore our differences and have a real talk, like real people do...we are civilized people and we are going to make it..we're not going to try...we're going to make it..once and for all!!

I try to show you, I'm fine...it's hard, but I try...but, if you realy knew me, you would know it's all a question of pride!! I also have mine...

i'm trying to put it aside, otherwise I wouldn't be here, writing this!!

I wish you could do the same, and put our relationship in a «balance»...


Bye...Love you...right??