a change...

hi...
well, I've posted a couple of videos but I haven't wrote anything special.
so, I'll start to present you my ideas...

I've thought about this all day long and I decided to change my atitude. Since we've been separeated i've tried to change my way of thinking and even my atitudes but I think it is not right...
our relationship has changed dramatically and you don't seem to be worried about it...so, why should I be??

sometime ago I met a person that made me re-think about everything, and even about myself, and the others...unfortunatly that person has changed a lot, and it's not the marvellous person I've met anymore. obviously that person is you...
and I don't even know how to explain this, but I really liked our relationship, and for me it was the best think that had ever happened to me...
but everything has to change...and it has in fact changed...to worse..I'm afraid...
well, I made many efforts for this to end up well, but it seems like you just don't care...why should I??
You've really changed lots of thinks in me, but as you say, we must not change ourselves just to please other people...In that case, I won't change...
I was prepared to modify litlle things...but if you aren't..that's ok!!
You have really disappointed me...a lot...We were so close to each other...so accomplice...I can't realised what happened...

I just wanted you to know, I won't waste my time on this, if this is not what you want, and if you're not able to fight for us!! if you are, great...if you don't..I'm very sorry...

First of all, I'm going to like me...and then, I'll start thinking about other things...

I like you...but I'm getting sick of this, and your indifference, your apathy, it's making me crazy....for real...

I've seen, in this couple of days, many things that made me really sad...but...it's not worth...

I'm sorry I've just realised this, now...